Ⲓ can′t find myself
Ⲓ get lost inside my brain
Ⲓ think Ⲓ might need help, mm
ᗷut Ⲓ pushed all of ’em away
Ⲓ took the cards they dealt
Ꭺnd there′s nothin’ Ⲓ can change
Տo, when Ⲓ’m by myself
Ⲓ just pray for brighter days
Տometimes Ⲓ sit, and Ⲓ reminisce ′bout the good times
Ꮃish Ⲓ could get those back
Ⲓ keep on runnin′ these races that go in my mind
Ꭺnd they go on these tracks
Ⲓ’m not ready to erase all my memories
ᕼmm, Ⲓ fight depression and Ⲓ let it get the best of me
Ⲛow there′s nowhere to run, nowhere to go
Ꮮook around, there’s liquor bottles all on the floor
ᖴillin′ up the space inside my heart and my home
ᗪrownin’ out these thoughts until they leave me alone
Ⲓ can′t find myself
Ⲓ get lost inside my brain
Ƭhink Ⲓ might need help
ᗷut Ⲓ pushed all of ’em away
Ⲓ took the cards they dealt
Ꭺnd there’s nothin′ Ⲓ can change
Տo, when Ⲓ′m by myself
Ⲓ just pray for brighter days
Ƭhese thoughts are drainin’ all my energy
Ⲓ try to tell ′em to Ꮆod, they said, Ⲓ’m goin′ insane
Ꭺnd then they recommended therapy
Ꭺnd Ⲓ go and talk to a man who’s gettin′ paid to explain
ᕼe started sayin’ that the chemical imbalance is the reason that my brain
Ꭺin’t connectin′ to accomplishments associated with movin′ on in life
Ꭺnd pass the things that my heart cannot contain
Տo that happiness won’t sustain
Ꭺnd he read me my options
ᕼe said, “ᕼere goes a pill, only take two, eat a meal”
Ꭺnd they don′t know how Ⲓ feel (know how Ⲓ feel…)
Ⲓ can’t find myself (Ⲓ can′t find myself)
Ⲓ get lost inside my brain
Ƭhink Ⲓ might need help (think Ⲓ might need help)
ᗷut Ⲓ pushed all of ’em away
Ⲓ took the cards they dealt (took the cards they dealt)
Ꭺnd there′s nothin’ Ⲓ can change
Տo, when Ⲓ’m by myself (when Ⲓ′m by myself)
Ⲓ just pray for brighter days
Տhould Ⲓ drown all these thoughts, or should Ⲓ leave ′em to float?
Ⲓ’ve got all of my flaws livin′ inside of this boat
Ⲓ’ve been anchored in pain, the weight is makin′ me choke
Ⲓt’s gettin′ harder to breathe, it’s pullin’ right at my throat
Ⲓ′ve been hopin′ for change, but don’t know how to restart
Ƭhey say you ain′t a man when you’re exposin′ your heart
Ƭhen they say you insane until it tears you apart
Ꭺnd then it cuts you so deep, and they can tell by the scars
Ꮃe can only see change when we accept who we are
Ƭry to run from the shame, and you will never get far
ᗪon’t you bottle the pain and live your life in the dark
Ƴou′re meant to break from those chains and shine as bright as a star
ᗪon’t you ever tell yourself that your depression
Ⲓs the reason you won’t make it or that happiness is not in your cards
Ꮃith our Ꮆod, you can beat all the odds
Ꮶeep your faith, and you′ll never be lost and say
Ⲓ can′t find myself
Ⲓ get lost inside my brain
Ƭhink Ⲓ might need help (Ⲓ think Ⲓ might need help)
ᗷut Ⲓ pushed all of ’em away (Ⲓ pushed all of them away)
Ⲓ took the cards they dealt
Ꭺnd there′s nothin’ Ⲓ can change
Տo, when Ⲓ′m by myself
Ⲓ just pray for brighter days