i hate u, i love u (Clean Version)

Feeling used, but I′m
Still missing you, and I can’t
See the end of this
Just wanna feel your kiss against my lips
And now all this time is passing by
But I still can′t seem to tell you why it
Hurts me every time I see you
Realize how much I need you

I hate you, I love you
I hate that I love you
Don’t want to, but I can’t put
Nobody else above you
I hate you, I love you
I hate that I want you
You want her, you need her
And I′ll never be her

I miss you when I can′t sleep
Or right after coffee or right when I can’t eat
I miss you in my front seat
Still got sand in my sweaters from nights we don′t remember
Do you miss me like I miss you?
****** around and got attached to you
Friends can break your heart too
And I’m always tired but never of you

If I pulled a you on you, you wouldn′t like that ****
I put this reel out, but you wouldn’t bite that ****
I type a text but then I “nevermind” that ****
I got these feelings but you never mind that ****
Oh, oh, keep it on the low
You′re still in love with me, but your friends don’t know
If you wanted me, you would just say so
And if I were you, I would never let me go

I hate you, I love you
I hate that I love you
Don’t want to, but I can′t put
Nobody else above you
I hate you, I love you
I hate that I want you
You want her, you need her
And I′ll never be her

I don’t mean no harm
I just miss you on my arm
Wedding bells were just alarms
Caution tape around my heart
You ever wonder what we could have been?
You said you wouldn′t and you ******’ did
Lie to me, lie with me, get your ******′ fix
Now all my drinks and all my feelings are all ******’ mixed

Always missin′ people that I shouldn’t be missin’
Sometimes you gotta burn some bridges just to create some distance
I know that I control my thoughts and I should stop reminiscin′
But I learned from my dad that it′s good to have feelings
When love and trust are gone
I guess this is moving on
Everyone I do right does me wrong
So every lonely night, I sing this song

I hate you, I love you
I hate that I love you
Don’t want to, but I can′t put
Nobody else above you
I hate you, I love you
I hate that I want you
You want her, you need her
And I’ll never be her

All alone, I watch you watch her
Like she′s the only girl you’ve ever seen
You don′t care, you never did
You don’t give a damn about me
Yeah, all alone, I watch you watch her
She is the only thing you’ve ever seen
How is it you never notice
That you are slowly killing me?

I hate you, I love you
I hate that I love you
Don′t want to, but I can′t put
Nobody else above you
I hate you, I love you
I hate that I want you
You want her, you need her
And I’ll never be her