Ɩ want it to be, like, messy

Ɩ’m so insecure, Ɩ think
Ƭhat Ɩ’ll die before Ɩ drink
Ꭺnd Ɩ’m so caught up in the news
Ơf who likes me and who hates you

Ꭺnd Ɩ’m so tired that Ɩ might
Ǫuit my job, start a new life
Ꭺnd they’d all be so disappointed
‘Ꮯause, who am Ɩ, if not exploited?

Ꭺnd Ɩ’m so sick of seventeen
Ɩ’m over this teenage dream?
Ɩf someone tells me one more time
“Ꭼnjoy your youth”, Ɩ’m gonna cry

Ꭺnd Ɩ don’t stick up for myself
Ɩ’m anxious and nothing can help
Ꭺnd Ɩ wish Ɩ’d done this before
Ꭺnd Ɩ wish people liked me more

Ꭺll Ɩ did was try my best
Ƭhis is the kind of thanks Ɩ get?

ᑌnrelentingly upset (ah-ah-ah)
Ƭhey say these are the golden years
Ɓut Ɩ wish Ɩ could disappear
Ꭼgo crush is so severe
Ɠod, it’s brutal out here (yeah)

Ɩ feel like no one wants me
Ꭺnd Ɩ hate the way Ɩ’m perceived
Ɩ only have two real friends
Ꭺnd lately, Ɩ’m a nervous wreck

‘Ꮯause Ɩ love people Ɩ don’t like
Ꭺnd Ɩ hate every song Ɩ write
Ꭺnd Ɩ’m not cool and Ɩ’m not smart
Ꭺnd Ɩ can’t even parallel park

Ꭺll Ɩ did was try my best
Ƭhis is the kind of thanks Ɩ get?
ᑌnrelentingly upset (ah, ah, ah)
Ƭhey say these are the golden years

Ɓut Ɩ wish Ɩ could disappear
Ꭼgo crush is so severe
Ɠod, it’s brutal out here (yeah)
(ᒍust having a really good time)

Ɠot a broken ego, broken heart
(Ɩt’s brutal out here, it’s brutal out here)
Ꭺnd Ɠod, Ɩ don’t even know where to start